hhmmm at the moment it seems that im kind of stuck again .
i hate it when i get like this because i never know what to do , just nothing seems to happen an di can tbebothered to do anything
its the time in my life (that happens to often for my liking) were i question everything , is going to uni the right choice am i really good enough to do any of that , *sigh* i know what my answer is but yet i still do it ,
somtimes i wish i could talk to somone about this kind of stuff bu ti know full well that my parents wil have a one sided choice-as my mom doesnt want me to go anyway,
atleast my sisters behind me.

well im glad i manged to get that out somwhere weather somone reads it or not, the fact that i've expressed it makes me feel alot better :D 

looking at my profile i've realised that i need to really do somthing with it, its just there
i need coloure and life , i can give atleast that much.

im feeling rather sad at the moment , actually i would more rather say irritated, it will stew down soon enough ...i think
it doesnt help that my house feels like a sauna at the moment haha the heat allways annoys me
mostly because i dont like feeling angry which the heat allways does ....

my sadness i think because im watching a River Phoenix tribute i know its been awhile since he passed but alas it still makes me sad
im also sad about one of my closet freinds, she seems to be fairly depressed these days, she doesnt really have a particular reason as to why she's feeling this way which makes it difficult for me to cure, im going to hang around with her saturday see if i can chear her up with my humour noneses :D wish me luck ^_^ .

im realising how handy it is to have a LJ , i can write whatever i feel without having to worry about sombody at home seeing it and not be to bothered about the people otu here seeing it heh

well toodles for today ^_^ 

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=2nTtZ4MFcOU&feature=channel_page

well theres the link if anyones intrested in watching the video i was talking about see ya :D 

well today is a gloomy day, the sky is cloudy  and the weather is hot
but besides the other reason for gloom is that I'VE GONE 30!!! episodes!!! without !!! KAKASHI HATAKE where the hell is he !! 
though if he's absent coz he's of with Sasuke then i dont mind at all ^_-

(pictures not mine. belongs to the talented person that drew it )

well hello :D

incase you didnt guess i'am a newbie on LJ , this is my first tim at useing this web so untill i get the hang of this  guess my profile etc. will probaly be a tad lame ............

not to say that iam though ....well atleast i dont think so ........

anywho feel free to add me as a freind, speak to i dont mind i dont bite :D

aside from that i had a pretty crummy day , not only is it pouring down over here even though it was boiling hot in the morning, crazy i know !!
...i couldnt get the c.d i wanted either.....after i tracked my way through town in the pouring rain to buy said c.d ¬.¬....my hair is now frizzy curly for nothing XD 
its okay thats what the internets for  :D 
im gonna cut this comment short though because im also very tired and ill start rambaling on if i dont .....thats if i havent allready XD,
anywho how was your day ?? raining .......?